Kuching Sarawak Nov 2009
December 10, 2009
Next time, when in doubt – SLEEP!
Don’t do aything that requires the use of much brain cells that you ended up screwing things up. Damn bugger!
It as simple as that. But did I follow? NOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo!
I was kept up till almost 4am only to realize I made things worst. And now that I didn’t get enough sleep, I felt worst that I did before.
That’s why we are often reminded by our parents, “Don’t do stupid things”. This is one good example what they meant by stupid things.
I’m frustrated with myself for ruining it all. First I got to learn to SHUT MY TRAP when my comment is not required. Secondly, sleep over it. It will cure itself.
Probably tonight I have another sleepless episode due to the fact that I fear waking up late and get left behind by the coach. There are many making my fear doubled or rather tripled. I think my only good night sleep would be tmr after I pass the JB checkpoint inside the bus. Any sleep or nap or shut-eye, prior to that I really don’t feel at all at ease with myself nor anyone.
And I’m beginning to be really forgetful since yesterday, since the restlessness started. Oh God help me please…..grant me patience through this ….
Heartless leads to …Helpless leads to…Restless…
December 7, 2009
Mummy, its OVERRRR!!!! I meant my Annual Leave.
I was away for my Kuching holiday where I had a good tour of the City, a good tour guide which makes its also good, tried the local food, local drinks, even a tiny bowl of Tongkat Ali – in its raw form (its yucky btw, at least for me). THEN, I had an encouter of the spooky kind. really spooky spooky in the hotel room. Wanna hear abt it? wanna know my hotel room number and which hotel? call me 
hahaha…but I’m sure it wasn’t a dream because Judy was in the shower. The dreams I had while in Kuching wasn’t spooky..it was GREAT!!! One was nonsensical though,but, the other one was hot and steamy. WAKAKAKAKA….. see when you are in a relaxed mood, the dreams are just fantastico…
Then I was told to cut short my long leave. I did, kinda. But found a workaround The rest of the leave days was spent, either at home with Laura, my niece, whom I adore. So feeding and playing with her at home and going out to shop for her stroller, went out with bro and wifey. Then I spent a whole lot of time, either “sataying on my bed” (I meant try to bear the pain of period cramp), running errands, having dinner/lunch/breakfast, fixing tv, catching up with primary and secondary school friends, even had a tour of my old schools. BTW, thank you zali for the help with my tv, infact, thank you for all the help you. Appreciate it very, very much. Thank you for that.
Wrap it up with sending off a dear friend in the wee hours for his flight out to Doha. Then off to work on Sunday morning after few hours of sleep.
And here I am again in the office on a cloudy monday afternoon. And voila, its lunch time. Yippie….
November 23, 2009
Orite folks, I’m off…leaving on a M.A.S plane. …I know when I’ll be back again….I’ll see you folks when I’m back….
Cheerios! LOVE all…
November 20, 2009
It is pretty much sure already. From 2 weeks, it has become 1 week. Let’s hope this is for the better. Insya Allah…..
November 19, 2009
I had to document this because it is so weird. I tot I just ask for it how did it happen so fast. It that is to be the sign, it sure is abrupt.
However, may all be well again..hopefully.
I ask for it on 16-Nov, it got executed on 17-Nov, I had a dream in between the 2 days. Then 18-Nov, something strange happen. Seriously, did HE worked it out at such speed. Really scary ok..And today, I kinda feel ok but just shocked. Very, very, veryyyyy shocked.
It things happen for a reason, this better have a very good one. Wanted it so much right? I got what I deserved.
November 17, 2009
Back at work after an extended weekend packed with family, food (lots of it) and friends. Now I’m just after lunch at work .I think work is going to get pretty, pretty darn busy. But then again there is the thing abt this 2-week long leave which kinda compulsary to clear. Not quite right if you ask me. But since they insist, might as well get on with it.
If work ain’t bz, its not called work, would it? So until I strike it rich, I should learn to shut my trap and do my work, for what I’m paid for.
And I just had a weird dream last night, right abt the time when someone far away was thinking about me. Is that it? Is that the sign? Is that how its going to work out? Can it be that fast?
It is becoming sooooo real that I’m at the point of freaking out here.
Forget that for a while and back to the upcoming weekend.
I’ve a beach party-cum-bbq to attend.
Maybe a game of badminton…maybe only….can’t even get a booking yet.
Then comes the house cleaning and prep it for a function. My little niece is turning a-month-old, Little Laura will be at Jurong West Yippie….The house will be crowded with loved ones, friends, relatives and extended relatives who can’t wait to see Laura, for those who have yet to see her….Food will be in abundant, lots of merry making, and getting to know each other.
Alhamdullilah, Allah s.w.t makes it all possible.
May HE blessed the baby shower for Laura with much blessings and takes care of the function. Insha Allah…Amin. Amin. Amin…
May HE also shelters and protects my Auntie Norma who is performing a very noble duties in Mekkah – as a nurse in the Hajj Mission and thankfully she gets to perform her Hajj for the 2nd time. Syukur Alhamdullilah for that.
And I’m still puzzled over my dream last night. It wasn’t anywhere near a “sweet dreams” category. Dream dream dream….
November 13, 2009
I dedicate this week to someone so special.
I love you sooooooooo much!!!!!
Love you Monday!
Love you Tuesday!
Love you Wednesday!
Love you Thursday!
Love you Friday!!!
Love you Saturday!
Love you Sunday!
Love you every single day!
Love you yesterday, love you today, love you tomorrow, love you the day after tomorrow, love you, love you,love you,love you,love you,love you,love you…..I will always love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu……
And I……….will…always…LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEe uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Have I love you enough?
Love is never enough….
October 26, 2009
For a good reason, I think I need a breakaway from those “clowns” in what I called the “The Circus of My Life”. My nerves are about to explode each time I step into the ring. I think the acts are getting a bit too stale for me to pay the ticket and watch it. Everyday without fail, there are bound to be a clown or two or MORE…who just believe you me, gets on my freaking nerves.
One clown just did something stupid, thanks to d’clown now I might have just messed up something. Isn’t that wonderful? You don’t call them clowns for nothing, right? So here we go, I’ll find out tomorrow if its going to be a total screwed or not. And probably since I can’t beat them, joining them would be a better alternative. Under the bo-pian act, we play along….
Goodness gracious me….
October 23, 2009
And so my niece was born 22 October 2009 @ 6:36am. Laura, its just Laura. I love u my sweet tiny lil’ niece. Muacks!
